I WANT ANSWERS, GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!!!! by Heli-Starr2, literature
Literature
I WANT ANSWERS, GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!
I demand answers of my is complete shit. It does not matter of what I am trying to I am always held back of achieving what I want to achieve. I am trying to get stronger and after my third exercise my back hurts extremely badly so much I scream. I am trying to get better, but NO, my body does not want me to get better, It continues to hold me back. I demand to know why. What is it about me that will make sure that I will failure every single time. I so had enough with it. I so want to kill myself so badly. I do not want to live anymore if my effort does gives me any results. I FULLY HATE MYSELF. I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY. WHY AM I BE